I am a freshman at one of the best CSU's in the state [which doesn't say much], far too liberal according to my faith, and I am the spokes-model for self-loathing narcissists; no one hates how great they are more than myself, and the fear of a downfall is what brings insecurity. The only thing important to me other than the 4 people that I would slice my wrists for, is my music. I view everything around me with a sympathetic contempt, and I associate with no group; and because I have made such a decision to choose no group, you can see why music is such a comfort and relic. I cherish individuals as I meet them, but when they choose sides I tend to confine to myself. I think most people take their lives far too seriously, and should try to relish the present more than anything else. Above all, you should know that I am not by any means a pessimist; it is a great chance that I'm one of the more optimistic peoples you have met. Though, I have to look out for myself, and I can't allow you even the slightest opportunity to hurt me. It isn't so that I don't trust you, but I hope you can know what I mean when I say that I don't trust myself. I can't say that I'm afraid of the future, but I would like never to be heartbroken again. I know you can't guarantee me that, but I should like you to try.
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